Ari no mama no jibun wo miseru
Koto ga deki nakatta juudai
Itsumo jibun to tanin wo kurabeteta
Honto wa jibun rashiku aritai
Demo ibasho ga nai
Dakara tanin to kurabeta
Katsu koto dake ga ai wo te ni
Ireru tatta hitotsu no shudan datta
Hito yori sugusarete inai to mitomete morae nai
Gyougi yokushite inai to otona wa tsuite kure nai
Aite no kaoiro wo tsune ni
Ukagatte uso no jibun wo tsukuru
Shiranu ma ni tsukuri warai
Dake ga jouzu ni natteta
Soko de te ni ireta no wa karappo no
Sukasuka no isshun no anshinkan dake datta
Shiawase na furi wo suru no wa mou yame ni shiyou
Kokoro no soko kara omoi kiri waraitain nara
Sono mae ni nagasu beki namida ga aru
Ano goro ore-tachi wa tatta hitotsu no
Monosashi de junban ni naraberareteta
Wakatte kureru otona wa inakatta
Ari no mama no ore-tachi wo daremo mite wa kure nakatta
Sou darou ore no aisu beki tomo yo
Kyoukasho no nai you ga rikai dekite mo
Muzukashii mondai ga tokete mo
Nanika de ichiban ni natte mo
Hito no kimochi wo wakarou to shinakereba
Ningen wa tada kanashii doubutsu ni natte shimau
Kichin to fure ai no naka de
Butsukari ai no naka de
Hito no tsumeta sa wo shirunda
Nukumori wo kanjirunda
Soshite kizukunda
Ari no mama no jibun de
Hito to fureau subarashi sa wo
Ari no mama no jibun de
Hito to mukiau subarashi sa wo
Ari no mama no jibun de
Hito wo aisuru subarashi sa wo
Sumber : Hollow slayer
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I couldn’t show who I really was when I was a teen
I was always comparing myself with others
Really, I just wanted to be myself, but I had no place to go
So I compared myself to others
Even though just winning put love in my hand, it was only one way to do it
I couldn’t get myself to admit that I wasn’t better than people
If we don’t always behave ourselves the adults won’t rule us
I built the lying me and was always told about the complexion of others
In the unknown interval, only forced laughs became skillful
Then what was placed in my hand was nothing but a sense of security for just that moment,
that moment of clean cut emptiness
Let’s stop pretending to be happy
Because I want to laugh without thinking from the bottom of my heart
Before that, there were tears which should have been shed
In that time, we could have lined up the order of things with just one ruler
There were no adults that understood
Nobody ever saw us as we really were
It was probably like that, my lovable friends
We could understand the context of a textbook, and solve difficult questions
something would become the best if we could try and understand people’s feelings
People have become the usual sad animals they are
Inside of precise contact, inside of conflict
I understand how people can be cold, I feel their warmth, thus I’ve realized
The wonderfulness of being able to interact with people as I really am…
The wonderfulness of being able to face people as I really am…
The wonderfulness of being able to love people as I really am…
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